I don’t know how I am suffering in some hesitation for Mr Baki. He is the one who play a great role for changing my life style that is the best in my life and I think he will play a great role again for changing my lifestyle and that may be the worst in my life. Why I dont know when he accompany me or I accompany him I feel the best that I never get before and as I see him my weakness increases more and more that is quiet uncontrolled by me. Everything is going on but I can’t do nothing. I think he is the best man between them whom I saw before in my whole life. But he has some ----------- for that I feel so bad and a part of my leisure time going on with off mode. I observe that he is maintained a ruling between all who love him more or who love him less. I feel so angriness when I see that one get many thing and become closer to closer whereas I never get 1/3 like them but I need it. I am a person who is the begger of love. For finding it I went in leave, then went there home, then came back before the finishing of leave for only one reason. I feel him more. On the time when I return home from there home I requested him more so that he give me a chance to get accompany by him but he send me as soon as possible. In here I become wordless when I saw one is became closer than me and he accept him without any hesitation then a question asked by me to me, “Is it that person whom you love most after the blood relation of yours, but why his attitude like this type, he should love you more because you love him more and there shouldn’t any doubt. The man who get love and accompany more than you but he is not love him more than you, so why this hesitation, why this problem. He mixed with other as mixed with you, he maintains an equality whereas you have no equality you love him more than any person in here.
If his friend avoid him and any misunderstanding happening between them he felt worst but I think he never make a different between all with whom he leave but I do this I don’t know?
